Unspoken Words For People I've Known

(Sorry I've been really inactive lately, I don't know why I have such a hard time keeping up with this site. Anyways, here's a little vent. All names are abbreviated for privacy.)

E, you saved my life. I don't know if you meant to, but you did. Thank you.

G, I'm sorry for my silence that time all those years ago. I was so worried about me needing you that I didn't notice that you needed me. In years to come, I hope I can show you the love you were denied. You deserve it.

J, I miss you every day, even though I shouldn't. I loved you the way I wanted to love myself, and I realized my mistake far too late. You deserved better than what I was, and although you've moved on, I still regret all the words I didn't yet know how to say.

L, you are a constant in my life. I don't know what I'll do without you, and I would die to preserve your happiness in the upcoming years.

M, I'm trying to forgive you for the way you made me feel about myself, but I'm not strong enough yet. Maybe one day I'll be able to wash away your scars.

R, I know you don't want to hear it right now, but I love you, and I understand, I understand, I understand. You are more than the way they treat you.